At the beginning of the week, I decided to start this whole eat-healthy-work-out-get-in-shape thing again.
My friend that is going to school to be a certified personal trainer is helping me with it.
I've worked out a bit for the past 4 days, and I've been eating healthy.
Now that it is day 4, I am grumpy as hell.
I miss junk food, I miss pasta and I miss being able to drink pop.
I'm craving carbs so bad right now, I just want to sit down and eat a whole pizza and box of fries and have some iced tea. But no.
Instead, my options are: chicken, soup or lettuce with a big glass of water.
(Seriously, what looks more appetizing?)
I'm pretty upset right now. I know it's lame and I should just get the fuck over it, but I was raised on junk food and I have the biggest sweet tooth ever.
It happens about two times every year where I decide I'm going to try and lose weight, but I can never stick with it. It's just affecting my emotions more right now because I have been SO unhappy with how I look lately and I don't want to feel this way anymore.